Toughest decision I ever made

i have just made my toughest decision so far... i feel like shit but i think this is better for way out...

i

: : utterly dissapointed : :

why is it always have to be me making the move? is it so difficult to take the first step?

hmmm

when someone is in a relationship, does it mean having a relationship with their family's as well?

: : sunday : :

its sunday! and it freaking hott!!! i think that is why its call SUN day!!

decision are hard to make. especially when u will disappoint someone.

how do u know if u made the right choice?

does pretending nothing is wrong make things right?

i've been lazing around the whole day. heat is getting to me!

time to cool down. off to the showers.

happier post

宋建贤 says:

hey i ask u

u free?

aylwin says:

ask

宋建贤 says:

where to buy kerosene in a tin?

aylwin says:

hardware shop la duh

takan kfc mea

宋建贤 says:

haha

cause hardware shop sell thinner ni

aylwin says:

got kerosene wan

宋建贤 says:

oh ok

this sure made me smile!

my thoughts

Looking back all this things that had happen the last few weeks, only one word can summarise it, COMPLICATED!

That’s right. Never for once I have imagined that I will be in this kind of situation. Probably for once I reviewed my own life.

People say that I should be more selfish. Think about what really makes me happy before thinking about others. Does it means even hurting others for the sake of my happiness? Can we even base out decision base on this?

Love, guilt and responsibility get mixed up in this pot of emotions. While in a state of confusion, what is real and what is unreal. Is the happiness short term or long term?

what shall i do?

i wonder do i really love u?

if i do not love you why do my heart ache?

glad

i am glad..and thankful for what u have told me...

now we have to see how our karma allign us....

the cow...

i wish i could smile like him everyday...

i broke my egg!!

after 8 months of doing insurance part time...i finally broke my egg... i close my 1st caseyesterday..

what took me so long u may ask? simplest answer is no time lahh... busy lahhh and other same exuses... not untill i recieve a warning letter saying i have not attended the complusary 20 hours course which is required by regulation from Bank Negara.

the 20 hours was dreadful.. but i have to admit.. i really learn a lot...coming from a finance background in uni i thought i know a thing or two about finance, much more the the buggers sitting in the same room...

boy i was wrong...i am surprise how much the insurance agent knew about financial planning, saving and investing...

the more i listen the more in shame i felt... i realise how important insurance is...

since i am already a qualified to sell... i think i should give this a try... who knows maybe this is what really suits me....maybe other that the waterfilter guy i could be the insurance guy too!!!

=)

aku dah sakit

aku dah sakit =(

aku dah sakit

PERMIT APPLICATION FOR VISITING FEMALE FRIENDS: PART 2

Dear The Girlfriend

Please be informed that due to unseen circumstances, the female friends has left early this morning. I believe they are on meeting their friends for breakfast and should be on their way up north to Penang later today. I thank you for your continuous support and understanding.

Regards,

The Boyfriend

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Dear The Boyfriend,

Thank you for your email. As your permit application was yet to be approved due to incomplete application form as email below, I hope that you will resend another assessment, describing in details what you have done, where you have go and how you feel about this visiting.

Please note that by submitting your assessment as detail as possible will get you a chance of getting approval easier in the future.

Thank you.

Regards,

The Girlfriend

PERMIT APPLICATION FOR VISITING FEMALE FRIENDS: PART 2

Dear The Girlfriend

Please be informed that due to unseen circumstances, the female friends has left early this morning. I believe they are on meeting their friends for breakfast and should be on their way up north to Penang later today. I thank you for your continuous support and understanding.

Regards,

The Boyfriend

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Dear The Boyfriend,

Thank you for your email. As your permit application was yet to be approved due to incomplete application form as email below, I hope that you will resend another assessment, describing in details what you have done, where you have go and how you feel about this visiting.

Please note that by submitting your assessment as detail as possible will get you a chance of getting approval easier in the future.

Thank you.

Regards,

The Girlfriend

PERMIT APPLICATION FOR VISITING FEMALE FRIENDS

Dear The Girfriend,

With reference to the above and the telephone conversation between your good self and the undersign, we enclosed herewith our application for the permit for visiting female friends for your consideration based on the information provided.

The details of the friends as below:

Name : *********

Origin : *********

Name : *********

Origin : *********

Name : **********

Origin : *********

The above mention friends will be staying at *********************************** for a period not less the 2 (two) days and not more the 3(three). Their extension is however subjected to approval from you. I understand that you will require to trust me lf and I assure you that the above mention are only friends to me. For fear that, during the process some unfortunate circumstances arises you remain the right to cancel the permit and I shall have no right to argue or appeal. I promise to report to you every action I do / they do. Should the sudden occurrence that you want to see me I promise to go over in less than 5 (five) minute.

If you require further clarification on the abovementioned, please do not hesitate to contact the undersigned. I thank you for your support kindness and love and look forward to a mutually beneficial relationship with you.

Thank You,

Your sincerely

The Boyfriend

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Dear The Boyfriend

I am sorry to inform you that your permit application for visiting female friends has been put on hold. I cannot guarantee that your permit will or will not be granted to you before I receive a full application form from you, do please read the information below carefully, as this will help to ensure that your application can be processed at the earliest opportunity and to help prevent an incomplete application form being returned to you.

USEFUL INFORMATION ON HOW TO APPLY;

* You must be a current member of The Falculty of Golden Loyalty Partner to be eligible to apply for your application. Further information about joining the Profession is available on our web site www.goldenloyalty.com/getting_started/become_a_member

DOCUMENTATION YOU NEED TO INCLUDE IN YOUR APPLICATION;

* a certified copy of all your visiting female friends’ identification certificate

* a more than one page essay on the stories between you and your female friends (e.g. how do you know them, any memorable experience etc)

* a more than one page essay on the reason of visiting

* a more than one page proposal on how you will behave in future

HOW TO OBTAIN THE REQUIRED CERTIFICATION

I do not accept originals of documentation. You must get requested copies of documents certified as being an original. The certification can be undertaken by either any mutual friend, who can be trusted by me.

The person who certifies the document must include the following information,

* Full name

* Signature

* Date copy has been certified

* Job title and company

Do not obtain alternative certification to what has been suggested above without contacting me.

CURRENT FEES FOR PERMIT APPLICATION

God-sister RM 500 per person

Close female friend RM 300 per person

Female friend RM200 per person

Female housemate RM 150 per person

Female classmate RM 100 per person

Female Colleague RM 80 per person

Female relative RM 20 per person

PAYMENT METHOD

Please ensure that you let us know how you are paying for your application form and ensure that you include a remittance advice document if you are paying by direct debit.

Your reference number is 5354, kindly quote this number in any future correspondence.

Thank you.

Regards,

The Girlfriend

all over again... =)

For no apparent reason I abandon this blog about a year ago.

And for no apparent reason I am starting it all over again...

and hopefully to continue for awhile more =)

: : tired : :

I AM SO TIRED!!!!

: : a tale as old as time : :

=)

: : gone : :

i have a very terrible headache and my body feels feverish.

meow's dad passed away on Tuesday. it was a big blow to her and her family. it happen so suddenly. me myself was shocked and feels somewhat sad what more she and her family is facing. her dad passed away in the boarders of Thailand and as i am posting this the body is being brought back to Malaysia.

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SHE flew off on the same day as well. me n daniel sent her off at the airport. starting to miss her blur-ness already :D she actually did not cry at the airport. i expected her to cry but she didn't hahahahaha!!!

i m falling sick now!!! i really need some rest and my in grown nail is killing me!!!

cheers peeps!

: : tao mei : :

as she always puts it!!! i very "tao mei" this time.

i misplace my driving license and i kinda lost my mileage log book.

damn!!!!