: : utterly dissapointed : :

why is it always have to be me making the move? is it so difficult to take the first step?

hmmm

when someone is in a relationship, does it mean having a relationship with their family's as well?

: : sunday : :

its sunday! and it freaking hott!!! i think that is why its call SUN day!!

decision are hard to make. especially when u will disappoint someone.

how do u know if u made the right choice?

does pretending nothing is wrong make things right?

i've been lazing around the whole day. heat is getting to me!

time to cool down. off to the showers.

the cow...

i wish i could smile like him everyday...

: : tired : :

I AM SO TIRED!!!!

: : the weekend : :

its been a hell of a week. work so hard to clear off the work that has been piling up since the thailand trip. plus there in INCOVAR stuffs to be done.

at lease now i can breath some air!

INCOVAR camp is here so i am gonna be in sabs for the weekend. i am actually very much been looking forward for this camp. its gonna be tiring but a lease i get to meet some old pals i haven been seeing for sometimes

another thing i been looking forward since is tonights dinner!! just hope everything goes well!!! :D and i don't embarrass myself.

i have yet to post anything up on the thailand trip. cant really find the time! maybe somewhere next week.

OH YEAH!! BITCH IS LEAVING!!! i am sure gonna miss her in the office.

cheerio peepS!!

: : main balak : :

you tell me what's wrong!!!! KNNCCB

: : obsession : :

just wondering...

how can someone be so obsess with something?

and when you don't have it why do you feel half, empty or incomplete?

hmmmm.....

oh yeah.. did i mention i AM super broke!!! too much payment :( . i could really use some sedekah!!

: : all work and no play : :

"all work and no play makes jack a dull boy"

that is so true!!!!! my co-worker has quit. and i am taking over most of her job. this two weeks had been hell!!! my work as been stacking up day by day. =(

ArgHH

: : p.s i love you : :

=)

: : the best i ever had : :

Best I Ever Had
Gary Allan
(Matthew Scannell)


So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
And nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now.

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had.

So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely
Well send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better.

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You dont want me back
You're just the best I ever had.
And it might take some time to patch me up inside
but I cant take it so I, I run away and hide
And I might find in time that you were always right
You're always right.

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
Was it what you wanted?
Could it be I'm haunted?

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had.

You're just the best I ever had


did i tell u you look so pretty the other night? :D your hair, your eyes and your smile, purrrfect!!! :D

: : here we go again : :

Dear All,

It’s been almost half a year since my last post!!! So here is a short recap of what had happen since.

Started working in August in a company called BACFREE. Ask me if I prefer working or studying life better, I would say WORKING life. The pay is alright but I wouldn’t mind a higher pay.

Became the secretary of the 28^thIDC which turn out much better than the 2 previous ones. Probably I broke the record as the most useless secretary in the entire history of INCOVAR. Nevertheless the camp was a success. IXP manage to touch the entire participant!!! wooohOooo!!! 29^th Camp is coming btw.

Manage to “gasak” a pair of CHICAGO THE MUSICAL tickets from Datuk. The show was blast and most importantly the company was marvelous. “All that Jazz!!!!!!!”

The last 6 months was quite good for me. After Chicago I manage to land myself another pair of tickets for MCR!!! woOoT wOOt!!

*pics to come*

The past few months also witness friends getting married. Congratulations to Weoi Li and Li Jin and Hong Leong and Pei Shin.

Bishan left for UK to further her studies! I miss her dearly. =(

Meow is back. She manage to land herself a high paying job, even BETTER, MICKY MOUSE xD

That pretty much sums up all that happen!!! Hopefully I will have the spark to blog more often.

I am still waiting for something to happen to change my life. Still waiting…. And waiting. =)

With all the love and hugs and metta,

-ME-

interview..

later at 2 i am having an interview!!

kancheong laa

wish me luck!!!

it was fun...

meeting u guys was great!! really had so much fun!!!




i felt differently today when i step in to cyberjaya! a mixture of feelings. i miss my uni life..I MISS MY FRIENDS EVEN MORE!!! my classmates, my 'wet'mates, my dsg mates...

i guess this is what working ppl say " UNI LIFE IS ALWAYS BETTER!!"

one life chapter finish....

4 years passes just like a blink of an eye. after Saturday my varsity life has come to a end. i think its time to reflect upon all the things that happen. this 4 years i have gone thru life's most wonderful and vibrant moment. tho there are bad times but it is quickly forgotten and only the good remains. all the life's lessons and all the beautiful people i have met i will cherish forever. reflecting on all that i have done for these years, all the photos i took, all the events i join, all the stuffs i have makes the heart weak.

my house mate just came in my room. she said i look sad. I AM SAD.

lets go thru some of the beautiful people i met. i would love to dedicate some affection and appreciation to a few specific people in my heart, to let them know how much they mean to me.

in no particular order.

to the first few people i met -kevin, brian, wailin, yvonne, joey, vicONG, daniel and sher,
you people are like my family back then. i will always remember the outing to MP, dinners at silvercity and mmu corner. all the walk to the monday and wednesday pasar malam. all the ups and downs. PURE BAR. NIU ROU MIEN. you people are my best memories of my varsity days. you guys are really the best. thank you so much!!!




my classmate group 65 and 66.
i will always remember the "eh tolong signkan attendance. kthxbye" all the fun we had in class, making noise, kacau-ing the lecturers and giving them a hard time. you people are a mix-up bunch. we had the book worms who sat in front, the noise makers in the middle and the lazy bums like me at the back. to doubt WE ARE THE BEST!!! we even have our group teeshirt. thank you so much!!!





to adeline, sherren, stef, cheekah, jeff
there was a period when i had a bit of prob and was lost. you peeps came and help me with open arms. all the study together and lepaking at jeff's house was memorable. even we took a bus to kl just to help sherren get her dress. thank you so much!!!





to my dsg family- sadhu sadhu sadhu! probably only you know the meaning!!
to some they are the buddhist equivalent of the christian fellowship. some of the so call holiest people in mmu. thank you for all you wednesday sessions. all the fun games and inspiring talks. all the events and outings to places like orphanages and oldfolks home which i might not even have the chance to step in without you. for all you have given me with palms together i say 3 times sadhu. thank you very much!!!



to the girls of A3-2-3a, suyen, munlin, weizhi, yiquan, june, leeping, arina
thanks for all the great time u gave. you provided me with home to lepak when i was staying in hostel. all the cooking session during alpha. MAHJONG sessions!!!! i still have the big card you gave me. you people are great!!! for that, i thank you very much!!!



to the bananaz-rach, suyen, victor, danielle, jiaho, jess
you are a the most vibrant people i know. every moment with you peeps are never dull. all the staying up dancing in the middle of the road. the fun we had in tourism club. selling ice-cream. for that i thank you very much!!!



to the wet gang - suyen, rach, jolyn, chialing,
mango magarita, iju, and all the free drinks!!! it was crazy but fun!!! for that i thank you!!! life in mmu would be very boring without you guys!!!!




to my wonderful housemate
you been very patience with me. i know i been very messy and lazy. all the unwash plates and bowls. u have tolerated me for the entire 2 years. thank you so much!!!


there have been so many people that came in and out of my life!! to all this people i learn a lot!!! thank you all!!!

cheerio!!! till we meet again!!!

then again...again

the last post was written under exam stress and frustration.

therefore already been remove.

:D

cheerio!!!


-jolyn, me , suyen, weizhi-

where do we go from here...

its the study week.

3 last subject.

15th, 17th, and 26th.

technically i m suppose to be studying.

million dollar question of the day " where do we go from here? ".





-picture taken during my birthday dinner-