my thoughts

Looking back all this things that had happen the last few weeks, only one word can summarise it, COMPLICATED!

That’s right. Never for once I have imagined that I will be in this kind of situation. Probably for once I reviewed my own life.

People say that I should be more selfish. Think about what really makes me happy before thinking about others. Does it means even hurting others for the sake of my happiness? Can we even base out decision base on this?

Love, guilt and responsibility get mixed up in this pot of emotions. While in a state of confusion, what is real and what is unreal. Is the happiness short term or long term?

what shall i do?

i wonder do i really love u?

if i do not love you why do my heart ache?

glad

i am glad..and thankful for what u have told me...

now we have to see how our karma allign us....

the cow...

i wish i could smile like him everyday...

i broke my egg!!

after 8 months of doing insurance part time...i finally broke my egg... i close my 1st caseyesterday..

what took me so long u may ask? simplest answer is no time lahh... busy lahhh and other same exuses... not untill i recieve a warning letter saying i have not attended the complusary 20 hours course which is required by regulation from Bank Negara.

the 20 hours was dreadful.. but i have to admit.. i really learn a lot...coming from a finance background in uni i thought i know a thing or two about finance, much more the the buggers sitting in the same room...

boy i was wrong...i am surprise how much the insurance agent knew about financial planning, saving and investing...

the more i listen the more in shame i felt... i realise how important insurance is...

since i am already a qualified to sell... i think i should give this a try... who knows maybe this is what really suits me....maybe other that the waterfilter guy i could be the insurance guy too!!!

=)